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Monday, November 2, 2009

Fresh starts

Ok, so I've been doing a crappy job lately and I'm not happy with myself. So i will now start a new fast/diet thingy for myself to get back on track. You are welcome to join if you like. Since I've been eating "normally" if i fast right away my body will go into shock, so this is it...




Tuesday(tomorrow)- 800 calories


Wednesday- 700 calories


Thursday- 600 calories


Friday- 500 calories


Saturday-400 calories


Sunday- 300 calories


Monday- 200 calories


Tuesday- 100 calories


Wednesday- 0 calories.




So I'm pretty much slowly going back into Ana land. for Wednesday I'll be fasting and see how many days i can hold out. That's what i usually do with fasts. I see how long i can go. I'll start at one day if i feel strong, I'll go two, still feel strong, when i wake up I'll go three, and so on. I recommend trying this. It's better than having scheduled fasts, because everyday you keep fasting you push your limit, and if you feel weak that day you can eat a little something so you don't end up binging and putting back on weight.




Now for a disclaimer..


I DO NOT ADVOCATE ANOREXIA AS A HEALTHY FORM OF WEIGHT LOSS. IF YOU HAVE ANOREXIA I RECOMMEND SEEING YOUR DOCTOR AND TELLING THEM ABOUT THESE THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS. NOT EATING CAN KILL YOU. YOU ARE ALL PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE... blah blah blah


Now back to your regular scheduled blog.






Also to go with my "Fresh start plan" i am getting an exercise list too. Here it is.


150 crunches.


100 side crunches


100 of those things where you stand then sit sort of and stand back up using your legs. Sorry i forgot the word for it. :(


30-40 min jog/walk


30 min dog walk (works arms and legs :) )


100 arm toners


100 belly toners.


I'll probably do more than is listed here




Oh yea here is some thinspriation to keep you all going!!!




I hope you all keep doing well and staying strong.
Ana luv to all of you!
~Riki Ana

3 comments:

  1. Looks like a good plan! Keep up with those exercises and remember to stretch and you'll look so good in no time!!
    I just recently started a new plan as well =)

    Good luck to you :D

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  2. Hope you do really well,
    I wish I had the same motivation as you

    Good luck to the both of you <3
    stay strong,

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  3. Hi Ricki, I've been an anorexic when I was 14 (now I'm 17) and I practicly died from it ... so please don't do the same mistake. Accept yourself, eat normally, exercice everyday and smile to what life brings to you... you'll happier :) Maybe you completly desagree with this for now. But, one day you will realize that ana is not a good friend to have. Take care. Laura (Toronto, Canada) xoxo All the best and good luck

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