Give me one reason to be fat, i'll give you a thousand and one to be thin.

I'm soooooo sorry girls/guys. I fucked up. My mom forced me to eat. I should have sneaked around it. FUCK. Oh did it end there....NO.

Today, i'm going to hang out with a friend. This particular friend, whenever we hang out, we just walk around town, for hours. So it's a great workout.

I've decided that today is my fasting day. I'm so sorry to those girls/guys who actually tried the fast yesterday. :(

I'm so ready this time around though. For the past few days, i feel like i didn't have the drive to actually starve. But i was trying to re-inspire myself, and i saw this post from http://www.starvingtobeperfect.blogspot.com/

"If you want to lose weight, you have to work really fucking hard for it. Put down the candy. Don't go to the vending machine. Eat half or a quarter of what you normally would. And for Christ's sake, EXERCISE! That means at least 30 minutes of cardio!

Otherwise, it ain't gonna happen.

It just won't.There's no magic to it. You can decrease your caloric intake and burn more calories and then lose weight. There isn't any other way around it.

Yes, you will feel hungry. No, you won't die from that feeling. Drink some water, suck it up and maybe this summer you won't have to suck in your fat stomach. "

When i saw this, i felt like i actually needed to put in some work, "stop being such a lazy cunt"-my bro, and get my ass in gear if i want to lose weight.

I hope her words have also thinspired you also.

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Yesterday i was on the couch and my shirt rode up to show my belly. My brother walked over and poked it. "squishy belly" he said. Then he proceeded to lift up his shirt and show me his 6 pack. Yea because i, the 14 year old, have a gym membership and go everyday to get said 6 pack. "Yours so bloated, you know guys hate soft bellies. It's disgusting." Then walked away.

Now i'm not trying to bash my bro, i love him, but he gives me great motivation. Who the hell wants a squishy belly?!?!?
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I pinky-promise not to fail today's fast. (I take pinky-promises VERY seriously.)

Love,
~Riki Ana

xoxoxo