Ahh, my lovely readers. How i have missed you.
It has only been a couple days but so much has happened.
The reason i posted thinspo was because i needed a pick me up because the ABC hasn't been going as planned....
So far it's been 4 days of it. I've failed ALL FOUR DAYS. Today i was doing good till i had a 370 cal pizza and 360 cals of fries. EWW. Then i.... purged it....
Man, i suck.
Tomorrow i have a meal planned out so i don't go over the 100 cal mark.
i'm having a serving of 80 cal soup
and 2 1/2 cups of lettuce which makes 17.5 calories!
So that's 97.5 cals
Another thing is that i was reading about a girl on recovery and all i could think was, I'm better than you. I'm stronger. I'll become thinner than you ever could have been. Am i a bad person?
I was looking at food early and all i could think was calories, fat, fat, fat evil. I'm such a freak.
Oh well, at least i'll be a skinny freak.
Tomorrow i'll post more because my family will not be home. Soo till then girlies
Ana loves you,
So do I
~Riki Ana <3 xx