Today sucked so much. First as you know it's a under 200 day, so i went and had a piece of toast-70, then i don't know what happened but i started to binge, i then had a cupcake-150, some crackers-210,Cinnamon roll-150 left over from yesterday and some dinosaur chicken nuggets-185. Then i got that full feeling and threw up most of it. So then off to school. At lunch i had a M&M cookie-? some french fries-?and a V8 i felt so bad THEN i had a class and then after that class i had History. I found out I'm failing. I have a 62. WTF ugh. Then i got home and felt like i didn't 'deserved to be skinny' So i had a major binge, I then got that full feeling and immediately threw up and took a laxie. Yes, it's the over-night brand. I only took one though. That's why i like them. They are good when you have binges and want to feel emptier. Like your supposed to take 2-3 then they will do umm their job. But if you take one it's easier on you and it help regulate your system.
Anyway. I want to say sorry, for not sticking to my diet. To make up for it tomorrow is a under 100 day, then i start fasting. Thank god. After a binge i cannot wait for my next fast. I know it's supposed to be under 200 but i don't deserve that many calories after today. I'm so weak.
Stay Strong unlike me