Ugh. To you that commented i want to say thanks so much! To Yum i want to say i wish i had your advice earlier today. I was doing fantastic till lunch then i bought a 140 calorie oat bar thingy. I ate it, then i bought another one and ate it too. Once i got home i had a chicken cutlet thingy and a pizza for one. Ugh I'm such a fat ass. I suck so much at restricting. With Fasting at least the hunger numbs and i can think away from it with restricting all i want is more, more, more!
Tomorrow i start my 3 day fast. Thank god. Hopefully i will not look like a pig in my dress. I'm thinking I'm going to try a 4 day fast. It would be my first. I've never gone past 3 days, but i really want to do a 4 day fast right before Thanksgiving so i don't lose it at the table.
For my next restricting after my fast I'm going to make sure i get a lot of fruit and veggies instead of the fatty crap i have in my house.
Oh yea i have a doctor's appointment in 10 minutes! I hope all the crap in my stomach gives me a few lbs to hide behind. OMG i can finally see the ribs in between my boobs! I noticed yesterday it is amazing. I'm so happy. i can finally see some results!
To Everyone reading...
Stay Strong and Think Thin
Love,
~Riki Ana!
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Poem
It's good to be beautiful.
It's good to feel beautiful.
Ana is my life. Ana is my soul.
It is what I choose for me,
not what I choose for you.
As I shed my shell and emerge from my cocoon,
I do so knowing who I am,
and knowing what I do....
It's good to feel beautiful.
Ana is my life. Ana is my soul.
It is what I choose for me,
not what I choose for you.
As I shed my shell and emerge from my cocoon,
I do so knowing who I am,
and knowing what I do....
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Quotes
Perfection is not attainted when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away
Skipping Dinner Makes You Thinner
When You Say 'No Thank You' To Food, You say 'Yes, Please!' To Thin.
More die in the United States of too much food than of too little.
Think Thin
Stay Strong
Anorexia Is Not Disese. Anorexia is Not A Game. It Is a Skill Perfected Only By Few. The Pure, The Choosen, And The Flawless.
One should eat to live, not live to eat.
I'm allergic to food. Every time I eat it breaks out into fat.
Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live forever.
Clogged with yesterday's excess, the body drags the mind down with it.
Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice.
Skipping Dinner Makes You Thinner
When You Say 'No Thank You' To Food, You say 'Yes, Please!' To Thin.
More die in the United States of too much food than of too little.
Think Thin
Stay Strong
Anorexia Is Not Disese. Anorexia is Not A Game. It Is a Skill Perfected Only By Few. The Pure, The Choosen, And The Flawless.
One should eat to live, not live to eat.
I'm allergic to food. Every time I eat it breaks out into fat.
Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live forever.
Clogged with yesterday's excess, the body drags the mind down with it.
Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice.
Thinspo
Stats
Current weight: 121
Goal weight: 95
Age: 18
Height: 5'7"
About Me
- Riki Ana
- I'm a girl who doesn't know where the road begins or ends. I just know my life started again when i found ana. She saved me. And now i'm going to reach my goals, hide my secrets, and take one day as it comes. Want to come along for the ride? "I want to have control, the perfect body and soul."
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