Sad Goodbyes

And no, this is not my good bye.

My best friend in the world is moving half an hour away from me. I found out last night at one of the biggest football games in the season. I started crying but i hate people seeing me cry so i walked to the bathroom and no one said a word. I passed by at least 100 people and it depresses me that no one said anything. People made eye contact until i broke it with my almost running stride. Then i was in the bathroom crying and dabbing my eyes with a tissue, when a little girl and her mother walked in. The mother saw me and continued on what she was doing, her little girl looked at me sad, and kept looking until i finally calmed downed and left. I stayed focused on the game to keep calm.

Today, Tomorrow and in school Monday are my last days with her.

Last night i cried and prayed in my bed for at least in hour saying "don't take her from me! She's my best friend, I love her! Let her stay her, Let her stay her!"

When i woke up this morning my eyes are puffy and it looks like i'm a monster of some sort.

Too depressed to keep typing.

I hope you girls are better?? Comment :)

Love,
~Riki Ana