My mother is home on vacation this week. Which basically means its gonna be hell for anyone unlucky enough to be home. I don't know why she always feels the need to start fights with everyone. She never has a nice thing to say about anyone. Just stop being so cold hearted and full of hate. It is so poisonous.
My friend, lets call him SF, and I are getting more comfortable hooking up. I am so excited. I have been waiting 3 years for him to finally want me. This current situation is just fun and games, the real shit has not been acknowledged yet. I hope, for once, this turns out the way I want it too. But there is a voice in the back of my mind whispering 'Be careful what you wish for.'
Oh and I was reading the comments from a while back, and I noticed some hate. Okay everyone, get ready for this. If you have any problem with who I am, what I say, what I do, who I do, what I eat, how much/how little I eat, etc etc etc You can click that red X at the top of the screen and you will never have to see what I have to say EVER again! What a fantastic idea. I know, you're a special flower who deserves to be heard; and you must tell me your opinion on whatever rubbed you the wrong way. I get that, I really do. So type your heart out if you must, tell me my faults, tell me what I am doing wrong. Just a warning though, I could really care less what you think of me, random person on the internet. I digress.
I really want to quit smoking. I keep telling myself today is the day, not another puff. But then I give up the moment a craving hits. Like why am I so dependent on these stupid sticks of tobacco. Fucking nicotine.
Welp, I'm gonna go to try to be productive before work. I'm thinking about applying for a second job.
Love,
~Riki Ana
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Poem
It's good to be beautiful.
It's good to feel beautiful.
Ana is my life. Ana is my soul.
It is what I choose for me,
not what I choose for you.
As I shed my shell and emerge from my cocoon,
I do so knowing who I am,
and knowing what I do....
It's good to feel beautiful.
Ana is my life. Ana is my soul.
It is what I choose for me,
not what I choose for you.
As I shed my shell and emerge from my cocoon,
I do so knowing who I am,
and knowing what I do....
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Quotes
Perfection is not attainted when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away
Skipping Dinner Makes You Thinner
When You Say 'No Thank You' To Food, You say 'Yes, Please!' To Thin.
More die in the United States of too much food than of too little.
Think Thin
Stay Strong
Anorexia Is Not Disese. Anorexia is Not A Game. It Is a Skill Perfected Only By Few. The Pure, The Choosen, And The Flawless.
One should eat to live, not live to eat.
I'm allergic to food. Every time I eat it breaks out into fat.
Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live forever.
Clogged with yesterday's excess, the body drags the mind down with it.
Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice.
Skipping Dinner Makes You Thinner
When You Say 'No Thank You' To Food, You say 'Yes, Please!' To Thin.
More die in the United States of too much food than of too little.
Think Thin
Stay Strong
Anorexia Is Not Disese. Anorexia is Not A Game. It Is a Skill Perfected Only By Few. The Pure, The Choosen, And The Flawless.
One should eat to live, not live to eat.
I'm allergic to food. Every time I eat it breaks out into fat.
Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live forever.
Clogged with yesterday's excess, the body drags the mind down with it.
Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice.
Thinspo
Stats
Current weight: 121
Goal weight: 95
Age: 18
Height: 5'7"
About Me
- Riki Ana
- I'm a girl who doesn't know where the road begins or ends. I just know my life started again when i found ana. She saved me. And now i'm going to reach my goals, hide my secrets, and take one day as it comes. Want to come along for the ride? "I want to have control, the perfect body and soul."
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