So today i felt really skinny when i woke up, and decided to weigh myself.
I LOST 6.5 LBS YAYYY!
so i didn't eat all day in anticipation of a welcome back family dinner i had to go to tonight.
holy shit i ate a lot.
Tomorrow nothing shall pass through these lips.
I probably gained back at least 3 or 4 lbs.
I will be 100 or less by the start of school.
The sad truth?
i don't care how bad it will be losing these 13.5 lbs
I cannot wait to walk into the hallways wearing my new *crossing my fingers* size 1 jeans. (right now I'm a 3) I'll wear a breezy top that flutters and shows my defined hipbones and concave stomach.
I want people to whisper about how skinny I've gotten behind my back.
I will make it happen.
I will make other girls jealous. Fuck everyone who doubts me. It will be nothing be coffee, smokes, and cold diet cokes. Because that's what pretty girls are made of.
My bi friend from last post wants to kill herself now. I talked to her on the phone for 2 hours listening to her cry.
Her mom told her she would rather her be dead than gay.
If she kills herself, I'll punch her mom in the face. I swear to god.
p.s. Stay Strong beauties. I;m always up for new texting buddies! xoxoxo