Today just started out as a shitty day and ended like one.
First I trip going up the stairs and slam my fingers into the concrete trying to save my face- hurt like a bitch. Then i walk into my classroom and my water bottle falls off my desk, flips over causing the top to act as a missile directly on to my foot, while wearing flip flops-hurt like a bitch. Got called in to work on my day off- fucking sucked. Had my boss ask me if i was pregnant because i was bloated- fucking sucked.
I DO NOT LOOK PREGNANT!
that fucking hurt the most out of today, the physical pain went away quickly while that question will fucking haunt me.
I'm not that fat....am i? I mean, yeah i haven't been sticking to my diet but I'm no where near pregnant status. oh god, this is gonna mind fuck me forever.
I told you before Riki, Ana never lies, without me you are nothing and will turn into a fat slob. 118 lbs? God what is wrong with you! Okay, i will admit it's a nighttime weight, but that is completely unacceptable.
Is it that hard to keep food out of your fucking mouth? I know this seems harsh, but you need this kick in the ass. I'm done playing around watching you turn the body I once worked so hard on into a piece of shit.
Why don't you look at these beautiful girls who can do what you have failed at...
You need to realize Riki that you can look like them. All you have to do is listen to me.
p.s. I'll be watching you, don't disappoint me.
I hope you enjoyed my little thinspo treat for you guys!
Stay Strong, and Think Thin.