Liquid fast Day 2- Nighttime

Failure.

Why, might you ask? One word-FAMILY.

I was doing great it was around 3:30pm no food. Then my dad came over and suddenly i had a bag of peanut M&M's in my hand. FUCK. Then more food, and more food. DAMNIT!

Fuck failure. I'm sick of myself. I'm sick of fucking everything.

I will lose weight. My birthday is 1 week from Friday, and i REFUSE to be fucking 119 lbs on MY fucking day.

*taking a deep breath*

Tonight i will sleep in.

Tomorrow will go like this.

-wake up 10AM

-watch TV/blog 10-12AM

-Clean house12-1PM

-Walk around town 1-whenever

I better not fail tomorrow.

or

There WILL be hell to pay.

****DEEEEEEEPPPP BRRREEEAAATTTHHHH*******

I love you all, my beauties.

Good-night/Sweet dreams

Love,

~Riki Ana

p.s. here's some Thinspo to help you dream about beautiful goals that you CAN achieve :D