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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Liquid fast Day 2- Nighttime

Why, might you ask? One word-FAMILY.
I was doing great it was around 3:30pm no food. Then my dad came over and suddenly i had a bag of peanut M&M's in my hand. FUCK. Then more food, and more food. DAMNIT!

Fuck failure. I'm sick of myself. I'm sick of fucking everything.

I will lose weight. My birthday is 1 week from Friday, and i REFUSE to be fucking 119 lbs on MY fucking day.

*taking a deep breath*

Tonight i will sleep in.

Tomorrow will go like this.
-wake up 10AM
-watch TV/blog 10-12AM
-Clean house12-1PM
-Walk around town 1-whenever

I better not fail tomorrow.


There WILL be hell to pay.


I love you all, my beauties.
Good-night/Sweet dreams
~Riki Ana
p.s. here's some Thinspo to help you dream about beautiful goals that you CAN achieve :D

1 comment:

  1. Aww, I'm sorry your family fucked up your fast :( I ate yesterday too, but I'm restarting my fast again today. We can do this! Stay strong :)