Do you believe in something beautiful?
Then get up and be it.
Thanks Ted Leo and Pharmacists, if only it's that easy.
I guess it is. But you have to have the right mind set. I remember the time of beginning of freshman year, i fasted for 3 days, you could say it was easy as pie, but now instead of fighting that pie I'm eating it.
Little side note here, what is so easy about pie? My friend baked one and it look hard to do. Stupid lying food quotes.
I've been so tired lately. I wake up in the morning tired go to school tired, then i shake up things around 4 period and get hungry then after a easy period of standing around in gym after eating lunch of course, i go to chemistry.... you guessed it tired.
What the fuck. I was never this tired even when my days were 500 calories.
I think about Ana a lot. I wonder if i could do my fasts again, drop some pounds, enjoy some beautiful bones.
Maybe, she'd take me back. Even though I'm currently tainted with fatty foods and disgusting amounts of soda, and not the zero calorie kind.
But we can work through that... I hope.
Maybe tomorrow I'll cleanse my system with a fast? I wonder if i could do that? I think i can.
Starting tonight at midnight, i will not eat a morsel of food. This will end tomorrow night at midnight. But i probably will not consume food until breakfast the next morning.
Quoting good ol' teddy
Fighting for the smallest goal-to gain a little self control.
It's time for my fight to begin once more.