Reconnecting

Before the Ana news,

Going through hearing my stepsister attempt suicide has got me thinking. It's always been the thing stopping me- feeling the way i did when i thought i lost her was heart breaking, and i can't put anyone through that...
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Anyway, today was a pretty normal eating day but i went to go buy bud and ended up taking a nature hike but stupidly i was in flip flops. Even though that was annoying i still had a great time, it was awesome being able to go off a main road into this endless seeming forest un-touched by man. So freeing and amazing.

And I defiantly burned cals going up those trails.

I'm going to sleep like a baby tonight.
Stay Strong and Starve On,
Love,
~Riki Ana

Eatin's Cheaten

Bleh, i don't really want to describe what happened yesterday so i'll give you the gist of it.
-i ate :(
-i didn't sleep over :(
-it was hot as hell in my house :(
-But i had awesome dreams :D

Anyway my weight is...... 110.5

FUCK.

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Shh, do you hear that?
Listen closely
....
There it was again!

Oh my god it's coming closer!

it's, it's

A FAST!!!!

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Why yes, i did waste a couple seconds of your life making you read that introduction.

So yep, going to fast today. I don't really care at this point if it's going to suck.

It's already April 9th. What the hell! Spring break is over in 2 days. and I'm still at a fucking fat ass weight. FUCK.

Any of you gorgeous skinnies want to join? It's today and possibly tomorrow if my mom decides not to ruin my fasting plans.

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Sorry for the shitty post. i litterly JUST woke up. I like getting the fast out there early so you read it before your breakfast or something.

Anyway,

I love you all<3
Ana luv to you
Starve on
Think Thin
Stay Strong

Love,
~Riki Ana!
xoxoxox

Ok calm down. Let's fast.

Damn.

109.5, FUCK MY LIFE!

Ok to tell you the truth, i didn't exactly stick to not eating yesterday. But let's put that under metabolism boosting meals.....
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Anyway, to get rid of these nasty 2 pounds that slithered their way on to my body, I'm going to fast today.

Today I'm probably not going to be doing much. It's nice out again so i might go for a couple walk during the day....
Spring break is like a mini summer, you just sit in your house watching your TV, or go to your friend's house, and watch TV. Man, I'm so badass. ;)

Anyone want to fast today? It's a liquid fast so drink whatever, coffee, tea, juice, lemonade. But no Slurpee's, soups, or smoothies.

Maybe i'll post thinspo later, you know, if my fast paced life doesn't get in the way. :)

Love,
~Riki Ana