FUCK MY LIFE!
Why might you ask, well first I've been doing great in the weight department 113. But i can good bye to that now.
Why might you ask??
Well, yesterday i was in a lot of pain. My ear was throbbing. It was BAD. I got no sleep last night because of it and now this morning i was going to go to the doctor to get it checked out. I stood up and went to go change. Suddenly my ear felt a lot better. But it felt very wet, like water was dripping out of it. I take two finger and went to wipe it off and my fingers had blood on them.
I KNOW!!!
Turns out my ear pain was actually a massive infection that created pressure and cause my ear-drum to rupture.
Really? COME ON! Tomorrow is my b-day and guess where I'm going? To the beach. Guess what? I can't get my ear wet! That also means no showers!!
ugh. Now I have a napkin taped to my ear to catch the blood that's been draining out of me since 8 am. It's now 3:54 pm.
Also i can't hear out of it. But thank god, I'll regain it once it starts to heal.
But at least when it ruptured all the pressure went away. So not a lot of pain anymore.
This may be TMI but I'm saying it anyway, the most uncomfortable part of it is that i can feel the blood dripping out my ear *shutter*
Oh yea, i have to take the mediation they put me on with food. fuck. So i guess I'm stuck holding off Ana until my ear is better :(
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In other, happier, news. I'm glad to see people are starting to find this blog again after i changed it from riskyriki.
Well, that's all i got for now.
I'm going to go take a nap.
Love,
~Riki Ana
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